Thursday, March 22, 2012


Sickness. In October I started having pain in my head and neck, the pain wouldn't go away. Heather, the wonderful wife that she is, took me to the doctor to get help. The doctor gave me all kinds of muscle relaxer and pain killers and nothing worked. Finally they got me something that relieve the pain for about an hour. I would take it have relief for an hour and then wait another three hours before I could take it again.
I lived this way for about a week. I didn't get any sleep and we kept going to the doctor or the emergency room, because the doctor would send me there. Finally I got out of the bath at around three in the morning, the bath was the only thing that gave me any real relief but I can't sleep in the bath I would drown. Anyway I got out of the bath got dressed and lied down in bed. That was the end. I don't remember anything that happened after that.
Heather woke up and noticed I was blue! She couldn't wake me! She called the ambulance they came and took me to the hospital. The doctors told Heather that I was probably brain dead and she would have to start deciding when to take me off of life support. An hour after they told her this I woke up.
I came to with a tube in my throat and my hands tied down. My first thought was "yes, I finally got some sleep". Then I tried to reach up because something was in my mouth and guess what my hands are tied down. I was a little pissed off. Anyway they told me what happened and then I started my long road to recovery. So what happened? Well I stopped breathing. It is called respiratory arrest. My heart never stopped beating luckily but I had no oxygen in my system.
Well as it turns out I had sleep apnea, and on top of that I had taken ton of depressors to deal with the pain, that my body relaxed to the point that when my air way collapsed like normal I couldn't wake myself up. Sleep apnea is when your throat becomes blocked by itself usually your body will wake up enough to restart your breathing.
Now you are wondering what the pain came from in the first place huh. Well that I can not be sure of. We have a theory, a pretty good one, it is a sulfa allergy. Not a normal sulfa allergy where you get a rash everywhere and a fever no. A sulfa allergy that causes my bodies systems to shut down and causes me great amounts of pain that cannot be masked be normal pain medication like ibuprofen or Tylenol. My neurologist believes that the allergy caused my body to go autoimmune and attack itself. He says this can take from a couple of months to a year to clear up. He also says that every time I get sick in the meantime it will lengthen the healing process because my immune system goes on the attack when I get sick and everytime it does that that autoimmune response continues.
Now you are thinking what is sulfa and should I avoid it? Well sulfa is a chemical bond between sulfer and nitrogen. It is found in proteins in your body. It is the structure that everything is wrapped around so normally it is never exposed in your body. However it is a bond prevalent in many medications. More abundently in antibiotics of a specific family. Anyway it is not found in normal foods so no need to worry about that. Unless your protein like cow and chicken and milk have had medication given to them..... Well lets just say you might want to switch to organic grain fed meats. More expensive yes but that is the prce you have to pay to be safe. Me I can't afford it so I eat as little meat as possible. You can get many of your proteins from beans and nuts. So just do what you think is right. Man I didn't mean this post to get preachy about food and nutrition.
I am still recovering. I am still in pain. I have a persistent cough that won't go away. My brothers laugh at me and call me Golem. Oh well. So things are going better. Slowly I am recovering. Slowly I am gaining strength. Slowly slowly slowly says the sloth.

Thursday, May 26, 2011



Well I guess I am graduating from college this June. It isn't like I am finished with school but it does give me a diploma to say "hey I accomplished something." So I have finally gotten through something. Step one of the long process is finally done.

After this I go back to school to finish up some pre-reqs for nursing school and apply to nursing schools in the process. If all else fails I can get a job as a facility administrator. So just in case anyone was actually reading this and interested in where my life is going I updated this blog. :P

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Crunch Time


Next term I am taking 16 credits instead of 12. I am taking the extra class so I can be done with my Bachelor degree. Of course this doesn't mean I am done with school. I have a year of pre requisites left and then hopefully nursing school. After I get my RN degree it will be back to school for a masters so I can be a nurse practitioner. So a while yet to go. But at least this beggining lets people know I am actually getting somewhere.

Potty Training Again


Once again we are potty training. This time Rebekah and Tarin. We worked on Rebekah before so this time she got it down. We are still working on Tarin. It is like having a puppy. Poop and Pee on the floor. No matter how long he sits on the toilet he doesn't go until hiding someplace else. I can't wait until this is complete. I will be so glad when I no longer have to worry about stepping in a puddle of urine.

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Magic: The Gathering

So my sons want to learn how to play the game Magic: the Gathering. I have played it for years with my friends, my brothers, and my sister. My wife even plays the game with me. So I figured my sons would eventually want to play the game. They are not satisfied just playing the game though, they want to make their own cards.

Conor made this card and so I digitized it and put it into a magic card and printed it out for him. Of course this made the brothers want to do the same thing.


William made this guy.
Merrik made this guy.


It is very exciting that my sons are getting excited about a game I love to play.

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

For Jackee

Walk on the Left Side

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Tri-athlon




So Heather had me design the logo for the Monmouth Stake Relief Society Triathlon. This is really not my idea it was the idea of another lady on the committee I just made it look good. I wanted to do a play on words and this is what I came up with.




And yes I stylized yoda using Adobe Illustrator.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Distractions

Sometimes life is hard. Bad things happen constantly and you don't tell anyone. It is like going through a dark tunnel with like at the end, but you never make it to the end. You are constantly trying to get into the light and you fail. The tunnel lengthens. The light dims and you redouble your efforts just to be smacked down in the end. So you turn to distractions. You spend money, make love to your spouse, watch your favorite television show, play a game, anything to get your mind off of you failing to get out of the tunnel. You keep telling yourself you will make it. Road blocks are put up in your path and you have to hurdle them. Your afraid there might be one you can't get over. You get tired. You want to quit. No. You must press on. The dark tunnel is no place for you to live. Just keep moving, just keep moving, moving moving...

You need another distraction: music, surf the web, read your sisters blog, watch a cartoon, build a magic deck, play with your kids on the trampoline, go for a bike ride to the park, eat, eat more, surf the web, bid on ebay, tell yourself you can't spend anymore money, but never tell anyone that you feel like you are failing at leaving this damn dark long tunnel.

Remeber the good things in life. The best distraction of all. Hopefully it is enough to get you another length of the tunnel. Alas another bad thing happens and once again you are ready to quit. Give up give in. You are never going to make it....